bad shape, not bad mood
I dont feel like i am me. at this time, right now. i just made the biggest mistake of my life, and i regret this all my life. okay maybe that was TOO much, but it’s true, i regret this moment. people will be so happy about this, while i am not. i feel like i am a failure, i failed of training myself from not doing this thing but then i did it anyway, shouldnt do it.
